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[Apr. 8th, 2008|02:33 pm] |
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leaving sd tonight on the amtrack. tomorrow going to the beach :o |
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[Apr. 4th, 2008|10:49 am] |
day #3, probably the last time i'll write in heuh for awhile.
i gotta get shit off my chest so here that goes.
1. i can't believe everything we had is gone... its now just a faint memory. and i'm not even sure if i regret what i said to cause it. i didnt think it would get this bad. i didnt think that there would ever be a time when i would pass you and not say anything at all. because now i pretend like you're a wall, something thats just there. i give up on what we had. even though inside i know that i fucking miss you. but i've been replaced by two others so i have to accept it. you're benefitting from this. you're fine. and i can't even believe the last thing i told you was "you'll always be my bestfriend". look where we are now. it never got better. everytime i tried to make an effort to start over again you fucking blew me off. STOP HOLDING GRUDGES bitch, you shoulda forgiven me a looooong time ago. people make mistakes and i killed myself for like a month trying to win that trust back. i GIVE UP now. its over. gone. the past.
2. its crazy how you make me feel, and everyday i love you more and more. without you i am incomplete. its as simple as that.
3. i hate it when you blow me off. you always bail on me and that pisses me off so much. sometimes i really want to slap the shit outta you. but everytime we're together, we have the best adventures. i love those times. you're the only person that can get me to laugh until i cry, and i love you for that.
okay, i'm done. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2008|11:54 am] |
holy shit, looking at that last post makes me realize how long i've been fucking grounded. SINCE JANUARY! it's ridiculous. i got like 2 months left i think, until school is over then i'm ungrounded. random post, i'm bored and decided to log into this shit.
1. im getting confirmed finally on saturday
2. wisdom teeth surgery was last thursday, and the pain is slowly going away
3. last week of break next week,
and i got nothing accomplished this spwing break.
except i got to go to the bay for my cousins debut,
and got a bloody nose
-_- ew, in my gorilla hoodie hahha
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[Jan. 27th, 2008|07:05 pm] |
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blahblahblah grounded. its just like watever though :) |
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